F·斯科特·菲茨杰拉德
1925
故事发生在喧嚣躁动的20世纪20年代,《了不起的盖茨比》由尼克·卡拉威叙述,他与神秘而富有的邻居杰伊·盖茨比纠缠在一起。盖茨比在他位于长岛的豪宅里举办奢华铺张的派对,只为一个唯一的目的:重新赢回他一生挚爱黛西·布坎南的芳心,而她如今已嫁给了粗暴的汤姆·布坎南。 当盖茨比执着的追求让这对昔日恋人重逢时,也揭露了上流社会光鲜表象之下隐藏的空洞物欲与道德沦丧。最终,这部小说成为对美国梦的悲剧性批判,揭示出有些过往是无法重温的。
Chapter 1
In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I've been turning over in my mind ever since.
在我年纪更轻、阅历更浅的那些年里,父亲曾给过我一句忠告,我至今还在心里反复琢磨。
"Whenever you feel like criticizing any one," he told me, "just remember that all the people in this world haven't had the advantages that you've had."
"每当你想要批评别人的时候,"他对我说,"要记住,这世上并非所有人都有过你所拥有的那些优越条件。"
He didn't say any more but we've always been unusually communicative in a reserved way, and I understood that he meant a great deal more than that.
他没有再多说什么,但我们父子之间向来以一种含蓄的方式格外心意相通,我明白他这话的含义远不止于此。
In consequence I'm inclined to reserve all judgments, a habit that has opened up many curious natures to me and also made me the victim of not a few veteran bores.
因此,我倾向于对一切都不轻下论断,这一习惯让许多性情古怪的人向我敞开心扉,也使我成了不少老练无趣之徒纠缠的对象。
The abnormal mind is quick to detect and attach itself to this quality when it appears in a normal person, and so it came about that in college I was unjustly accused of being a politician, because I was privy to the secret griefs of wild, unknown men.
当这种品质出现在一个正常人身上时,那些不正常的头脑总是迅速察觉并依附上来,于是在大学里我便被人无端指责为政客,只因我知晓那些放纵而不为人知者内心深藏的隐痛。
Most of the confidences were unsought—frequently I have feigned sleep, preoccupation, or a hostile levity when I realized by some unmistakable sign that an intimate revelation was quivering on the horizon—for the intimate revelations of young men or at least the terms in which they express them are usually plagiaristic and marred by obvious suppressions.
大多数这类倾诉都是我并未刻意去探求的——每当我从某些确凿无误的迹象中察觉到,又有人即将向我袒露隐秘心事时,我常常假装睡着、佯作出神,或装出一副怀有敌意的轻佻——因为年轻人的隐私倾诉,或者说他们用以表达这些隐私的措辞,往往是抄袭来的,而且因明显的隐瞒而显得失真。
Reserving judgments is a matter of infinite hope.
不轻下论断,意味着怀有无穷的希望。
I am still a little afraid of missing something if I forget that, as my father snobbishly suggested, and I snobbishly repeat, a sense of the fundamental decencies is parcelled out unequally at birth.
我至今仍有几分担心会错失什么,倘若我忘记了我父亲带着几分势利所暗示、而我又带着几分势利所重复的那句话:人在出生时所分得的基本道德感是并不均等的。
And, after boasting this way of my tolerance, I come to the admission that it has a limit.
然而,在如此夸耀了一番自己的宽容之后,我不得不承认这宽容也是有限度的。
Conduct may be founded on the hard rock or the wet marshes but after a certain point I don't care what it's founded on.
人的行为或许建立在坚硬的磐石上,或许建立在潮湿的沼泽里,但过了某个限度之后,我便不在乎它究竟建立在什么之上了。
When I came back from the East last autumn I felt that I wanted the world to be in uniform and at a sort of moral attention forever; I wanted no more riotous excursions with privileged glimpses into the human heart.
去年秋天我从东部回来时,我觉得我希望整个世界都穿上军装,永远保持一种道德上的肃立姿态;我再也不想要那种放纵的猎奇,再也不想偷窥人心的隐秘了。
Only Gatsby, the man who gives his name to this book, was exempt from my reaction—Gatsby who represented everything for which I have an unaffected scorn.
唯有盖茨比——这本书以他命名的那个人——是个例外,不在我厌弃之列;而盖茨比恰恰代表了我由衷蔑视的一切。
If personality is an unbroken series of successful gestures, then there was something gorgeous about him, some heightened sensitivity to the promises of life, as if he were related to one of those intricate machines that register earthquakes ten thousand miles away.
如果说人格是一系列连续不断的成功姿态,那么他身上确有某种华美的东西,某种对人生希望异常敏锐的感知,仿佛他与那些能记录万里之外地震的精密仪器有着某种关联。
This responsiveness had nothing to do with that flabby impressionability which is dignified under the name of the "creative temperament"—it was an extraordinary gift for hope, a romantic readiness such as I have never found in any other person and which it is not likely I shall ever find again.
这种敏感与那种被冠以"创造性气质"美名的软弱多感毫不相干——那是一种非凡的乐观天赋,一种浪漫的赤诚,这是我在任何别人身上都不曾发现过,而且今后也未必能再遇见的。
No—Gatsby turned out all right at the end; it is what preyed on Gatsby, what foul dust floated in the wake of his dreams that temporarily closed out my interest in the abortive sorrows and short-winded elations of men.
不——盖茨比到头来还是没什么问题;倒是那些吞噬着盖茨比的东西,那些在他梦想破灭之后随之飘荡的污浊尘埃,使我一时间对人们那夭折的悲伤和短暂的欢欣失去了兴趣。
My family have been prominent, well-to-do people in this middle-western city for three generations.
我家三代以来都是这个中西部城市里有头有脸、家境殷实的人家。
The Carraways are something of a clan and we have a tradition that we're descended from the Dukes of Buccleuch, but the actual founder of my line was my grandfather's brother who came here in fifty-one, sent a substitute to the Civil War and started the wholesale hardware business that my father carries on today.
卡拉韦家族也算得上是个望族,我们家有个传说,说我们是巴克卢公爵的后裔,但我这一支真正的开创者是我祖父的哥哥,他于五一年来到这里,花钱雇人替他去打南北战争,自己则开办了五金批发生意,如今由我父亲经营着。
I never saw this great-uncle but I'm supposed to look like him—with special reference to the rather hard-boiled painting that hangs in Father's office.
我从没见过这位伯祖父,但据说我长得像他——尤其像挂在父亲办公室里那幅神情颇为冷硬的画像。
I graduated from New Haven in 1915, just a quarter of a century after my father, and a little later I participated in that delayed Teutonic migration known as the Great War.
我于一九一五年从纽黑文毕业,恰好比我父亲晚了四分之一个世纪,不久之后我便参加了那场姗姗来迟的条顿民族大迁徙,也就是人们所说的第一次世界大战。
I enjoyed the counter-raid so thoroughly that I came back restless.
我对那次反攻战役乐在其中,以至于回国后内心始终躁动不安。
Instead of being the warm center of the world the middle-west now seemed like the ragged edge of the universe—so I decided to go east and learn the bond business.
中西部不再是世界温暖的中心,如今倒像是宇宙荒芜破败的边缘——于是我决定去东部,学着做债券生意。
Everybody I knew was in the bond business so I supposed it could support one more single man.
我认识的人都在做债券生意,所以我猜想这一行再多养活一个单身汉应该不成问题。
All my aunts and uncles talked it over as if they were choosing a prep-school for me and finally said, "Why—ye-es" with very grave, hesitant faces.
我所有的姑姑舅舅们对此议论纷纷,仿佛在为我挑选一所预备学校,最后才神色凝重、犹豫不决地说:“哦——是吧。”
Father agreed to finance me for a year and after various delays I came east, permanently, I thought, in the spring of twenty-two.
父亲答应资助我一年,几经周折之后,我在二二年春天来到了东部,当时以为是永久定居了。
The practical thing was to find rooms in the city but it was a warm season and I had just left a country of wide lawns and friendly trees, so when a young man at the office suggested that we take a house together in a commuting town it sounded like a great idea.
切合实际的做法是在城里找个住处,可当时天气暖和,我又刚刚离开一个有着宽阔草坪和友善树木的乡间,所以当办公室里一个年轻人提议我们俩一起在通勤小镇上合租一栋房子时,这主意听起来真是再好不过。
He found the house, a weather beaten cardboard bungalow at eighty a month, but at the last minute the firm ordered him to Washington and I went out to the country alone.
他找到了那房子,一栋饱经风吹日晒的硬纸板似的平房,月租八十美元,可就在最后关头公司却把他调去了华盛顿,我便独自一人去了乡下。
I had a dog, at least I had him for a few days until he ran away, and an old Dodge and a Finnish woman who made my bed and cooked breakfast and muttered Finnish wisdom to herself over the electric stove.
我有一条狗——至少养了它几天,后来它就跑掉了——还有一辆旧道奇车,以及一个芬兰女佣,她替我铺床、做早餐,还在电炉旁喃喃自语着芬兰人的至理名言。
It was lonely for a day or so until one morning some man, more recently arrived than I, stopped me on the road.
头一两天颇为寂寞,直到一天早上,一个比我来得还晚的人在路上拦住了我。
"How do you get to West Egg village?" he asked helplessly.
“去西卵村怎么走啊?”他一脸无助地问道。
I told him.
我告诉了他。
And as I walked on I was lonely no longer.
我继续往前走,不再感到孤独。
I was a guide, a pathfinder, an original settler.
我成了一名向导,一名开路人,一位最初的拓荒者。
He had casually conferred on me the freedom of the neighborhood.
他随意地把这一带的自由通行权赋予了我。
And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees—just as things grow in fast movies—I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.
于是,伴随着阳光和树上葳蕤生长的繁茂枝叶——正如电影快镜头里万物生长的样子——我重新燃起了那种熟悉的信念:生活将随着夏天的到来而重新开始。
There was so much to read for one thing and so much fine health to be pulled down out of the young breath-giving air.
一来有那么多书要读,二来从这清新宜人的空气里可以汲取那么多旺盛的活力。
I bought a dozen volumes on banking and credit and investment securities and they stood on my shelf in red and gold like new money from the mint, promising to unfold the shining secrets that only Midas and Morgan and Maecenas knew.
我买了十几本关于银行业、信贷和投资证券的书,它们红色烫金地立在我的书架上,宛如刚从造币厂铸出的新钱,许诺要向我揭示唯有迈达斯、摩根和麦凯纳斯才知晓的闪光秘密。
And I had the high intention of reading many other books besides.
此外,我还怀有阅读许多其他书籍的雄心壮志。
I was rather literary in college—one year I wrote a series of very solemn and obvious editorials for the "Yale News"—and now I was going to bring back all such things into my life and become again that most limited of all specialists, the "well-rounded man." This isn't just an epigram—life is much more successfully looked at from a single window, after all.
我在大学里颇有些文学气息——有一年我为《耶鲁新闻》写过一系列十分庄重而浅显的社论——如今我打算把所有这些重新带回我的生活中,再度成为那种最狭隘的专家——"全面发展的人"。这并不只是一句俏皮话——毕竟,从单一的窗口去观察人生,反倒更能看得真切。
It was a matter of chance that I should have rented a house in one of the strangest communities in North America.
我在北美最离奇的社区之一租了一所房子,这纯属偶然。
It was on that slender riotous island which extends itself due east of New York and where there are, among other natural curiosities, two unusual formations of land.
那是在一座狭长喧闹的岛屿上,它正东延伸于纽约之外,那里除了别的自然奇观之外,还有两处不寻常的地貌。
Twenty miles from the city a pair of enormous eggs, identical in contour and separated only by a courtesy bay, jut out into the most domesticated body of salt water in the Western Hemisphere, the great wet barnyard of Long Island Sound.
离城二十英里,有一对巨大的"鸡蛋",轮廓一模一样,仅靠一道礼貌性的小湾隔开,伸入西半球那片最为驯顺的咸水水域——长岛海湾这座硕大的潮湿谷场。
They are not perfect ovals—like the egg in the Columbus story they are both crushed flat at the contact end—but their physical resemblance must be a source of perpetual confusion to the gulls that fly overhead.
它们并非完美的椭圆形——就像哥伦布故事里的那只鸡蛋,两者在相接的一端都被压得扁平——但它们外形上的相似,对于头顶飞过的海鸥来说,想必是永无止境的困惑之源。
To the wingless a more arresting phenomenon is their dissimilarity in every particular except shape and size.
而对于无翼的人类,更引人注目的现象则是:除了形状和大小,它们在每一处细节上都迥然不同。
I lived at West Egg, the—well, the less fashionable of the two, though this is a most superficial tag to express the bizarre and not a little sinister contrast between them.
我住在西卵,那个——嗯,是两者中不那么时髦的一个,不过这只是个最为肤浅的标签,难以道尽它们之间那种古怪而又不无阴森的对照。
My house was at the very tip of the egg, only fifty yards from the Sound, and squeezed between two huge places that rented for twelve or fifteen thousand a season.
我的房子坐落在卵的最尖端,离海湾不过五十码,挤在两座每季租金一万二到一万五千美元的庞然大厦之间。
The one on my right was a colossal affair by any standard—it was a factual imitation of some Hôtel de Ville in Normandy, with a tower on one side, spanking new under a thin beard of raw ivy, and a marble swimming pool and more than forty acres of lawn and garden.
我右手边的那座,无论以何种标准衡量都堪称宏伟——它是诺曼底某座市政厅的逼真仿制品,一侧矗立着一座塔楼,在稀疏的常春藤薄须下崭新锃亮,还有一座大理石游泳池,以及四十多英亩的草坪和花园。
It was Gatsby's mansion.
那是盖茨比的宅邸。
Or rather, as I didn't know Mr. Gatsby it was a mansion inhabited by a gentleman of that name.
或者更确切地说,因为我并不认识这位盖茨比先生,那是一座住着一位姓盖茨比的绅士的宅邸。
My own house was an eye-sore, but it was a small eye-sore, and it had been overlooked, so I had a view of the water, a partial view of my neighbor's lawn, and the consoling proximity of millionaires—all for eighty dollars a month.
我自己的房子是个碍眼的东西,不过是个小小的碍眼之物,又一直无人理会,所以我能眺望到海水,能看到邻居草坪的一角,还有那些百万富翁近在咫尺的慰藉——而这一切每月只需八十美元。
Across the courtesy bay the white palaces of fashionable East Egg glittered along the water, and the history of the summer really begins on the evening I drove over there to have dinner with the Tom Buchanans.
隔着那道礼貌性的小湾,时髦的东卵那些洁白的宫殿沿着水边熠熠生辉,而这个夏天的故事,其实是从我开车过去与汤姆·布坎农一家共进晚餐的那个夜晚才真正开始的。
Daisy was my second cousin once removed and I'd known Tom in college.
黛西是我隔了一代的远房表妹,汤姆则是我大学时的相识。
And just after the war I spent two days with them in Chicago.
战争刚结束那阵子,我曾在芝加哥同他们一起度过两天。
Her husband, among various physical accomplishments, had been one of the most powerful ends that ever played football at New Haven—a national figure in a way, one of those men who reach such an acute limited excellence at twenty-one that everything afterward savors of anti-climax.
她的丈夫有种种过人的体魄,曾是在纽黑文打过橄榄球的最强劲的边锋之一——从某种意义上说是个全国知名的人物,那种人在二十一岁就达到了如此尖锐而有限的卓越,以致此后的一切都难免显得索然无味。
His family were enormously wealthy—even in college his freedom with money was a matter for reproach—but now he'd left Chicago and come east in a fashion that rather took your breath away: for instance he'd brought down a string of polo ponies from Lake Forest.
他家财大气粗——就连在大学时他花钱的大手大脚也曾招人非议——可如今他离开了芝加哥来到东部,那派头着实叫人咋舌:比方说,他从森林湖运来了一群打马球的马匹。
It was hard to realize that a man in my own generation was wealthy enough to do that.
我那一代里竟有人富裕到能这么做,实在叫人难以想象。
Why they came east I don't know.
他们为什么搬到东部来,我也不知道。
They had spent a year in France, for no particular reason, and then drifted here and there unrestfully wherever people played polo and were rich together.
他们曾在法国住了一年,并没有什么特别的缘由,随后又心绪不宁地辗转各处,凡是有人打马球、有钱人扎堆的地方都去过。
This was a permanent move, said Daisy over the telephone, but I didn't believe it—I had no sight into Daisy's heart but I felt that Tom would drift on forever seeking a little wistfully for the dramatic turbulence of some irrecoverable football game.
黛西在电话里说这次是定居下来了,可我并不相信——我看不透黛西的心思,但我觉得汤姆会永远漂泊下去,略带怅惘地追寻着某场再也找不回来的橄榄球赛中那种戏剧性的激荡。
And so it happened that on a warm windy evening I drove over to East Egg to see two old friends whom I scarcely knew at all.
于是就在一个温暖多风的傍晚,我驱车前往东卵,去看望两位我其实几乎并不熟识的老朋友。
Their house was even more elaborate than I expected, a cheerful red and white Georgian Colonial mansion overlooking the bay.
他们的宅邸比我预想的还要讲究,是一座明快的红白相间的乔治王朝殖民式大厦,俯瞰着海湾。
The lawn started at the beach and ran toward the front door for a quarter of a mile, jumping over sun-dials and brick walks and burning gardens—finally when it reached the house drifting up the side in bright vines as though from the momentum of its run.
草坪从海滩起步,向着大门奔去,绵延四分之一英里,一路跃过日晷、砖径和绚烂的花圃——最后抵达屋前时,仿佛借着奔跑的冲势,化作明艳的藤蔓沿着墙面攀升而上。
The front was broken by a line of French windows, glowing now with reflected gold, and wide open to the warm windy afternoon, and Tom Buchanan in riding clothes was standing with his legs apart on the front porch.
屋子正面被一排落地长窗打断,此刻映着金色的余晖闪闪发亮,朝着温暖多风的午后敞开着,汤姆·布坎南穿着骑装,双腿叉开站在前廊上。
He had changed since his New Haven years.
自纽黑文求学的岁月以来,他已经变了。
Now he was a sturdy, straw haired man of thirty with a rather hard mouth and a supercilious manner.
如今他是个三十岁的壮实男人,一头稻草色的头发,嘴角颇为刚硬,神态傲慢。
Two shining, arrogant eyes had established dominance over his face and gave him the appearance of always leaning aggressively forward.
两只闪亮而傲慢的眼睛主宰着他的整张脸,使他看上去总像是咄咄逼人地朝前倾着身子。
Not even the effeminate swank of his riding clothes could hide the enormous power of that body—he seemed to fill those glistening boots until he strained the top lacing and you could see a great pack of muscle shifting when his shoulder moved under his thin coat.
即便那骑装带着几分女子气的招摇,也掩不住那身躯巨大的力量——他似乎把那双锃亮的靴子撑得满满当当,连最上面的鞋带都绷紧了,每当他在薄薄的外衣下耸动肩膀,你都能看见一大块肌肉在挪动。
It was a body capable of enormous leverage—a cruel body.
那是一具能爆发出巨大力道的身躯——一具残忍的身躯。
His speaking voice, a gruff husky tenor, added to the impression of fractiousness he conveyed.
他说话的嗓音是粗哑的男高音,更添了他那副乖戾难缠的印象。
There was a touch of paternal contempt in it, even toward people he liked—and there were men at New Haven who had hated his guts.
他的话里带着一丝家长式的轻蔑,即便对他喜欢的人也是如此——在纽黑文有不少人对他恨之入骨。
"Now, don't think my opinion on these matters is final," he seemed to say, "just because I'm stronger and more of a man than you are." We were in the same Senior Society, and while we were never intimate I always had the impression that he approved of me and wanted me to like him with some harsh, defiant wistfulness of his own.
"且别以为我对这些事情的看法就是定论,"他似乎在说,"只不过因为我比你强壮,比你更像个男子汉罢了。"我们曾同属一个高年级社团,虽然从未亲密无间,但我始终觉得他对我颇为认可,并怀着他自己那种粗粝、倔强而带着渴望的心情,希望我能喜欢他。
We talked for a few minutes on the sunny porch.
我们在阳光明媚的门廊上聊了几分钟。
"I've got a nice place here," he said, his eyes flashing about restlessly.
"我这地方很不错,"他说,目光不安地四下闪动。
Turning me around by one arm he moved a broad flat hand along the front vista, including in its sweep a sunken Italian garden, a half acre of deep pungent roses and a snub-nosed motor boat that bumped the tide off shore.
他抓住我的一条胳膊把我转过身,一只宽大平展的手沿着眼前的景致挥去,那一挥扫过一座下沉式的意大利花园、半英亩浓香扑鼻的玫瑰,还有一艘塌鼻子的汽艇在近岸的潮水中颠簸。
"It belonged to Demaine the oil man." He turned me around again, politely and abruptly.
"这原是石油商人德梅因的房产。"他又一次客气而突兀地把我转过身来。
"We'll go inside."
"我们进屋去吧。"
We walked through a high hallway into a bright rosy-colored space, fragilely bound into the house by French windows at either end.
我们穿过一条高高的门厅,走进一片明亮玫瑰色的空间,两端的落地长窗将它纤巧地系在屋子里。
The windows were ajar and gleaming white against the fresh grass outside that seemed to grow a little way into the house.
窗户半开着,映衬着外面鲜嫩的青草闪着洁白的光,那草仿佛要长进屋里来一点。
A breeze blew through the room, blew curtains in at one end and out the other like pale flags, twisting them up toward the frosted wedding cake of the ceiling—and then rippled over the wine-colored rug, making a shadow on it as wind does on the sea.
一阵微风吹过房间,把窗帘从一端吹进、从另一端吹出,像两面淡色的旗子,把它们卷向天花板那糖霜婚礼蛋糕似的顶部——随后又在酒红色的地毯上荡起涟漪,像风掠过海面那样在毯上投下阴影。
The only completely stationary object in the room was an enormous couch on which two young women were buoyed up as though upon an anchored balloon.
房间里唯一完全静止的物件,是一张巨大的长沙发,两位年轻女子在上面凌空欲飘,仿佛被托在一只锚定的气球上。
They were both in white and their dresses were rippling and fluttering as if they had just been blown back in after a short flight around the house.
她们都穿着白衣,裙裾起伏飘动,仿佛刚刚绕着屋子作了一次短暂的飞行,这才被吹了回来。
I must have stood for a few moments listening to the whip and snap of the curtains and the groan of a picture on the wall.
我一定是站了好一会儿,听着窗帘啪啪抽响,听着墙上一幅画发出的呻吟。
Then there was a boom as Tom Buchanan shut the rear windows and the caught wind died out about the room and the curtains and the rugs and the two young women ballooned slowly to the floor.
接着砰的一声,汤姆·布坎南关上了后面的窗户,被困在屋里的风渐渐平息,窗帘、地毯和那两个年轻女子都缓缓如气球般落回地面。
The younger of the two was a stranger to me.
两人中较年轻的那位我并不认识。
She was extended full length at her end of the divan, completely motionless and with her chin raised a little as if she were balancing something on it which was quite likely to fall.
她直挺挺地躺在长沙发她那一端,一动不动,下巴微微扬起,仿佛在上面平衡着什么随时可能掉落的东西。
If she saw me out of the corner of her eyes she gave no hint of it—indeed, I was almost surprised into murmuring an apology for having disturbed her by coming in.
即使她用眼角瞥见了我,她也丝毫没有表露——说真的,我差点惊讶得要低声道歉,为自己进来打扰了她。
The other girl, Daisy, made an attempt to rise—she leaned slightly forward with a conscientious expression—then she laughed, an absurd, charming little laugh, and I laughed too and came forward into the room.
另一个姑娘,黛西,试着想站起来——她略略前倾,神情认真——随后她笑了,发出一阵荒唐而迷人的轻笑,我也笑了,走进屋里。
"I'm p-paralyzed with happiness."
"我高兴得都瘫——瘫了。"
She laughed again, as if she said something very witty, and held my hand for a moment, looking up into my face, promising that there was no one in the world she so much wanted to see.
她又笑了起来,仿佛说了句十分俏皮的话,握住我的手片刻,抬头望着我的脸,仿佛在承诺世上再没有谁是她如此想见的人。
That was a way she had.
这是她惯有的一种方式。
She hinted in a murmur that the surname of the balancing girl was Baker. (I've heard it said that Daisy's murmur was only to make people lean toward her; an irrelevant criticism that made it no less charming.)
她低声暗示那个平衡着的姑娘姓贝克。(我听人说过,黛西的低语只是为了让人们朝她俯身靠近;这是个无关紧要的批评,却丝毫无损于它的迷人。)
At any rate Miss Baker's lips fluttered, she nodded at me almost imperceptibly and then quickly tipped her head back again—the object she was balancing had obviously tottered a little and given her something of a fright.
不管怎样,贝克小姐的双唇微微颤动,她几乎难以察觉地朝我点了点头,随即又迅速把头仰了回去——她正在保持平衡的那件东西显然晃动了一下,让她吃了一惊。
Again a sort of apology arose to my lips.
我嘴边又一次冒出了几分歉意的话语。
Almost any exhibition of complete self sufficiency draws a stunned tribute from me.
几乎任何彻底自足自得的表现,都会让我肃然起敬、暗自折服。
I looked back at my cousin who began to ask me questions in her low, thrilling voice.
我回头看着我的表妹,她开始用那低沉而动人的声音向我问起问题来。
It was the kind of voice that the ear follows up and down as if each speech is an arrangement of notes that will never be played again.
那是一种让人侧耳追随其抑扬起伏的嗓音,仿佛每一句话都是一段永远不会再被演奏的音符编排。
Her face was sad and lovely with bright things in it, bright eyes and a bright passionate mouth—but there was an excitement in her voice that men who had cared for her found difficult to forget: a singing compulsion, a whispered "Listen," a promise that she had done gay, exciting things just a while since and that there were gay, exciting things hovering in the next hour.
她的脸庞忧伤而可爱,上面有着鲜亮的东西,明亮的眼睛和明艳热情的嘴——但她的声音里有一种激动,让那些曾倾心于她的男人难以忘怀:一种歌唱般的诱惑,一声低语的"听着",一个仿佛在暗示她刚刚做过欢快刺激之事、而下一刻又有欢快刺激之事正在等待的承诺。
I told her how I had stopped off in Chicago for a day on my way east and how a dozen people had sent their love through me.
我告诉她,我东行途中曾在芝加哥停留了一天,有十几个人托我向她转达问候。
"Do they miss me?" she cried ecstatically.
"他们想念我吗?"她欣喜若狂地喊道。
"The whole town is desolate.
"整座城都凄凉极了。
All the cars have the left rear wheel painted black as a mourning wreath and there's a persistent wail all night along the North Shore."
所有汽车的左后轮都漆成了黑色,像一只哀悼的花圈,整夜在北岸沿岸都回荡着一阵不绝的哀号。"
"How gorgeous!
"多美啊!
Let's go back, Tom.
我们回去吧,汤姆。
Tomorrow!" Then she added irrelevantly, "You ought to see the baby."
明天!"然后她又不着边际地补充道,"你应该见见那孩子。"
"I'd like to."
"我很想见见。"
"She's asleep.
"她睡着了。
She's two years old.
她两岁了。
Haven't you ever seen her?"
你从来没见过她吗?"
"Never."
"从来没有。"
"Well, you ought to see her.
"嗯,你应该见见她。
She's—"
她——"
Tom Buchanan who had been hovering restlessly about the room stopped and rested his hand on my shoulder.
一直在房间里不安地踱来踱去的汤姆·布坎南停下脚步,把手搭在我的肩上。
"What you doing, Nick?"
"你在做什么工作,尼克?"
"I'm a bond man."
"我做债券生意。"
"Who with?"
"在哪家公司?"
I told him.
我告诉了他。
"Never heard of them," he remarked decisively.
"从没听说过他们,"他断然地说道。
This annoyed me.
这话让我有些恼火。
"You will," I answered shortly.
"你会听说的,"我简短地答道。
"You will if you stay in the East."
"只要你待在东部,你就会听说的。"
"Oh, I'll stay in the East, don't you worry," he said, glancing at Daisy and then back at me, as if he were alert for something more.
"哦,我会待在东部的,你放心吧,"他说着,瞥了一眼黛西,然后又转回来看着我,仿佛在警觉地等待着什么。
"I'd be a God Damned fool to live anywhere else."
"我要是住在别的地方,那才是个该死的傻瓜。"
At this point Miss Baker said "Absolutely!" with such suddenness that I started—it was the first word she uttered since I came into the room.
这时贝克小姐突然说了句"绝对如此!",来得如此突兀,把我吓了一跳——这是我进屋以来她说的第一个字。
Evidently it surprised her as much as it did me, for she yawned and with a series of rapid, deft movements stood up into the room.
显然这话让她和我一样吃惊,因为她打了个哈欠,接着用一连串敏捷利落的动作站起身来,走进屋子里。
"I'm stiff," she complained, "I've been lying on that sofa for as long as I can remember."
"我都僵了,"她抱怨道,"我躺在那张沙发上躺得记不清有多久了。"
"Don't look at me," Daisy retorted.
"别看着我,"黛西回敬道。
"I've been trying to get you to New York all afternoon."
"我整个下午都在想拉你去纽约。"
"No, thanks," said Miss Baker to the four cocktails just in from the pantry, "I'm absolutely in training."
"不,谢了,"贝克小姐对刚从食品间端上来的四杯鸡尾酒说,"我正在严格节制呢。"
Her host looked at her incredulously.
男主人将信将疑地看着她。
"You are!" He took down his drink as if it were a drop in the bottom of a glass.
"你节制!"他一口把酒喝光,仿佛杯底只剩了一滴。
"How you ever get anything done is beyond me."
"你究竟是怎么做成任何事情的,我实在搞不懂。"
I looked at Miss Baker wondering what it was she "got done." I enjoyed looking at her.
我望着贝克小姐,琢磨着她"办成"了什么事。我喜欢看着她。
She was a slender, small-breasted girl, with an erect carriage which she accentuated by throwing her body backward at the shoulders like a young cadet.
她身材纤细,胸部小巧,体态挺拔,她把双肩向后舒展,活像一名年轻的军校学员,更加凸显出这种挺直的姿态。
Her grey sun-strained eyes looked back at me with polite reciprocal curiosity out of a wan, charming discontented face.
她那双被阳光晒得有些疲惫的灰色眼睛回望着我,带着礼貌而对等的好奇,那张苍白、迷人却又透着不满的脸庞。
It occurred to me now that I had seen her, or a picture of her, somewhere before.
此刻我忽然想起,我以前在什么地方见过她,或是见过她的照片。
"You live in West Egg," she remarked contemptuously.
"你住在西卵,"她语带轻蔑地说道。
"I know somebody there."
"我认识那儿的一个人。"
"I don't know a single—"
"我一个人都不认识——"
"You must know Gatsby."
"你一定认识盖茨比吧。"
"Gatsby?" demanded Daisy.
"盖茨比?"黛西追问道。
"What Gatsby?"
"哪个盖茨比?"
Before I could reply that he was my neighbor dinner was announced; wedging his tense arm imperatively under mine Tom Buchanan compelled me from the room as though he were moving a checker to another square.
我还没来得及回答说他是我的邻居,开饭的通知就传来了;汤姆·布坎南粗暴地把他绷紧的胳膊插进我的胳膊下面,硬逼着我走出房间,仿佛在把一枚棋子移到棋盘的另一格上。
Slenderly, languidly, their hands set lightly on their hips the two young women preceded us out onto a rosy-colored porch open toward the sunset where four candles flickered on the table in the diminished wind.
两位年轻女子身材苗条,慵懒地把手轻轻搭在臀部,领着我们走出去,来到一座朝着落日敞开的玫瑰色门廊上,那里桌上的四支蜡烛在减弱的微风中摇曳。
"Why candles?" objected Daisy, frowning.
"点蜡烛干什么?"黛西皱着眉头反对道。
She snapped them out with her fingers.
她用手指把蜡烛一根根掐灭。
"In two weeks it'll be the longest day in the year." She looked at us all radiantly.
"再过两个星期就是一年中白昼最长的一天了。"她容光焕发地看着我们大家。
"Do you always watch for the longest day of the year and then miss it?
"你是不是总盼着一年中白昼最长的那一天,然后又把它错过了?
I always watch for the longest day in the year and then miss it."
我总是盼着一年中白昼最长的那一天,结果又错过了。"
"We ought to plan something," yawned Miss Baker, sitting down at the table as if she were getting into bed.
"我们该计划点什么才好,"贝克小姐打着哈欠说,在桌旁坐了下来,仿佛要上床睡觉似的。
"All right," said Daisy.
"好啊,"黛西说。
"What'll we plan?" She turned to me helplessly.
"我们计划点什么呢?"她无可奈何地转向我。
"What do people plan?"
"人们都在计划什么?"
Before I could answer her eyes fastened with an awed expression on her little finger.
我还没来得及回答,她的眼睛就带着敬畏的神情盯住了自己的小指头。
"Look!" she complained.
"你看!"她抱怨道。
"I hurt it."
"我把它弄伤了。"
We all looked—the knuckle was black and blue.
我们都看过去——那指节青一块紫一块的。
"You did it, Tom," she said accusingly.
"是你弄的,汤姆,"她带着责备的口气说。
"I know you didn't mean to but you did do it.
"我知道你不是故意的,可你确实弄伤了我。
That's what I get for marrying a brute of a man, a great big hulking physical specimen of a—"
这就是我嫁给一个粗鲁汉子的下场,一个又高又笨、五大三粗的——"
"I hate that word hulking," objected Tom crossly, "even in kidding."
"我讨厌'笨'这个字眼,"汤姆没好气地反对道,"哪怕是开玩笑也不行。"
"Hulking," insisted Daisy.
"笨,"黛西坚持道。
Sometimes she and Miss Baker talked at once, unobtrusively and with a bantering inconsequence that was never quite chatter, that was as cool as their white dresses and their impersonal eyes in the absence of all desire.
有时她和贝克小姐同时说话,那样不动声色,带着一种戏谑的漫不经心,却又算不上真正的闲聊,像她们的白色衣裙、像她们那双毫无欲念、淡漠超然的眼睛一样冷静。
They were here—and they accepted Tom and me, making only a polite pleasant effort to entertain or to be entertained.
她们就在这里——接纳了汤姆和我,只是出于礼貌客气地略尽心意,想招待我们,或是想让我们来招待她们。
They knew that presently dinner would be over and a little later the evening too would be over and casually put away.
她们知道再过一会儿晚餐就会结束,又过不久这个夜晚也将结束,随随便便地被收拾掉。
It was sharply different from the West where an evening was hurried from phase to phase toward its close in a continually disappointed anticipation or else in sheer nervous dread of the moment itself.
这跟西部截然不同,在那里一个夜晚总是匆匆忙忙地从一个阶段赶向另一个阶段,奔向终结,要么是在不断落空的期待中,要么干脆是出于对那一刻本身纯粹的神经质的恐惧。
"You make me feel uncivilized, Daisy," I confessed on my second glass of corky but rather impressive claret.
"你让我觉得自己很没教养,黛西,"我承认道,这时我正喝着第二杯带软木塞味儿、却相当不错的红葡萄酒。
"Can't you talk about crops or something?"
"你就不能聊聊庄稼之类的吗?"
I meant nothing in particular by this remark but it was taken up in an unexpected way.
我说这话并没有什么特别的用意,但它却被人以一种出人意料的方式接了过去。
"Civilization's going to pieces," broke out Tom violently.
"文明正在土崩瓦解,"汤姆猛地发作起来。
"I've gotten to be a terrible pessimist about things.
"我对世事已经变得极其悲观了。
Have you read 'The Rise of the Coloured Empires' by this man Goddard?"
你读过一个叫戈达德的人写的《有色帝国的崛起》吗?"
"Why, no," I answered, rather surprised by his tone.
"怎么会,没有,"我回答道,他的语气让我颇感意外。
"Well, it's a fine book, and everybody ought to read it.
"嗯,那是一本好书,每个人都该读一读。
The idea is if we don't look out the white race will be—will be utterly submerged.
它的意思是,如果我们不当心,白种人就会——就会彻底被淹没。
It's all scientific stuff; it's been proved."
这都是科学的东西,已经被证实了。"
"Tom's getting very profound," said Daisy with an expression of unthoughtful sadness.
"汤姆变得很有深度了,"黛西带着一种漫不经心的悲伤神情说道。
"He reads deep books with long words in them.
"他读那些满是长字眼的高深书籍。
What was that word we—"
我们说的那个词是什么来着——"
"Well, these books are all scientific," insisted Tom, glancing at her impatiently.
"嗯,这些书都是科学的,"汤姆坚持道,不耐烦地瞥了她一眼。
"This fellow has worked out the whole thing.
"这家伙把整件事都研究透了。
It's up to us who are the dominant race to watch out or these other races will have control of things."
这就要靠我们这些主导种族当心了,不然其他这些种族就会掌控一切。"
"We've got to beat them down," whispered Daisy, winking ferociously toward the fervent sun.
"我们一定要把他们打垮,"黛西低声说,朝着炽烈的太阳猛地眨了眨眼。
"You ought to live in California—" began Miss Baker but Tom interrupted her by shifting heavily in his chair.
"你真该住到加利福尼亚去——"贝克小姐开口说道,但汤姆笨重地在椅子上挪了挪身子,打断了她。
"This idea is that we're Nordics.
"这个观点是说我们是北欧人种。
I am, and you are and you are and—" After an infinitesimal hesitation he included Daisy with a slight nod and she winked at me again.
我是,你是,你也是,还有——"在极短暂的迟疑之后,他略一点头把黛西也算了进去,黛西又冲我眨了眨眼。
"—and we've produced all the things that go to make civilization—oh, science and art and all that.
"——而且我们创造了构成文明的一切东西——哦,科学啊,艺术啊,诸如此类。
Do you see?"
你明白吗?"
There was something pathetic in his concentration as if his complacency, more acute than of old, was not enough to him any more.
他那副专注的神情里有种可悲的东西,仿佛他那比从前更为强烈的自满,已经不再能令他满足了。
When, almost immediately, the telephone rang inside and the butler left the porch Daisy seized upon the momentary interruption and leaned toward me.
几乎就在这时,屋里的电话响了起来,男管家离开了门廊,黛西趁着这片刻的打断,朝我俯过身来。
"I'll tell you a family secret," she whispered enthusiastically.
"我要告诉你一个家庭秘密,"她兴致勃勃地低声说。
"It's about the butler's nose.
"是关于那个男管家的鼻子的。
Do you want to hear about the butler's nose?"
你想听听那位男管家的鼻子的故事吗?”
"That's why I came over tonight."
“这就是我今晚过来的原因。”
"Well, he wasn't always a butler; he used to be the silver polisher for some people in New York that had a silver service for two hundred people.
“唔,他并不总是当管家的;他从前是给纽约一户人家擦银器的,那家人有一套供两百人用的银餐具。
He had to polish it from morning till night until finally it began to affect his nose—"
他得从早擦到晚,最后这活儿终于开始影响到他的鼻子了——”
"Things went from bad to worse," suggested Miss Baker.
“事情越来越糟,”贝克小姐提示道。
"Yes.
“是的。
Things went from bad to worse until finally he had to give up his position."
事情越来越糟,最后他不得不放弃了那个差事。”
For a moment the last sunshine fell with romantic affection upon her glowing face; her voice compelled me forward breathlessly as I listened—then the glow faded, each light deserting her with lingering regret like children leaving a pleasant street at dusk.
有那么一刻,最后的余晖带着浪漫的情意洒在她容光焕发的脸上;她的声音让我屏息向前倾身倾听——随后那光芒渐渐消退,每一束光都依依不舍地离她而去,就像孩子们在暮色中离开一条欢快的街道。
The butler came back and murmured something close to Tom's ear whereupon Tom frowned, pushed back his chair and without a word went inside.
管家回来了,凑近汤姆的耳边低声说了句什么,汤姆听后皱起眉头,把椅子往后一推,一言不发地走进屋里去了。
As if his absence quickened something within her Daisy leaned forward again, her voice glowing and singing.
仿佛他的离去唤醒了她心中的某种东西,黛西又向前倾过身来,她的声音里满是光彩,宛如歌唱。
"I love to see you at my table, Nick.
"我喜欢看你坐在我的餐桌旁,尼克。
You remind me of a—of a rose, an absolute rose.
你让我想起一朵——一朵玫瑰,一朵不折不扣的玫瑰。
Doesn't he?" She turned to Miss Baker for confirmation.
是不是?"她转向贝克小姐求证。
"An absolute rose?"
"一朵不折不扣的玫瑰?"
This was untrue.
这不是真的。
I am not even faintly like a rose.
我跟玫瑰一丁点儿都不像。
She was only extemporizing but a stirring warmth flowed from her as if her heart was trying to come out to you concealed in one of those breathless, thrilling words.
她只是随口胡诌,但一股动人的暖意从她身上流淌出来,仿佛她的心想要藏在那些喘息般、令人心颤的话语里向你倾诉。
Then suddenly she threw her napkin on the table and excused herself and went into the house.
接着她突然把餐巾扔在桌上,告了声罪,便走进屋里去了。
Miss Baker and I exchanged a short glance consciously devoid of meaning.
我和贝克小姐交换了一个简短的眼神,刻意不带任何含义。
I was about to speak when she sat up alertly and said "Sh!" in a warning voice.
我正要开口,她却警觉地坐直身子,用警告的语气"嘘"了一声。
A subdued impassioned murmur was audible in the room beyond and Miss Baker leaned forward, unashamed, trying to hear.
隔壁房间里传来一阵压抑而激动的低语,贝克小姐毫不掩饰地俯身向前,想要听清楚。
The murmur trembled on the verge of coherence, sank down, mounted excitedly, and then ceased altogether.
那低语颤动着,几乎要变得清晰可辨,又低沉下去,激动地高扬起来,随后便完全停止了。
"This Mr. Gatsby you spoke of is my neighbor—" I said.
"你提到的这位盖茨比先生是我的邻居——"我说。
"Don't talk.
"别说话。
I want to hear what happens."
我想听听发生了什么。"
"Is something happening?" I inquired innocently.
"出什么事了吗?"我天真地问道。
"You mean to say you don't know?" said Miss Baker, honestly surprised.
"你是说你不知道?"贝克小姐说,显得真心惊讶。
"I thought everybody knew."
"我还以为人人都知道呢。"
"I don't."
"我不知道。"
"Why—" she said hesitantly, "Tom's got some woman in New York."
"怎么说呢——"她迟疑地说,"汤姆在纽约有个女人。"
"Got some woman?" I repeated blankly.
"有了别的女人?"我茫然地重复道。
Miss Baker nodded.
贝克小姐点了点头。
"She might have the decency not to telephone him at dinner-time.
"她总该懂点礼貌,别在吃晚饭的时候给他打电话。
Don't you think?"
你不觉得吗?"
Almost before I had grasped her meaning there was the flutter of a dress and the crunch of leather boots and Tom and Daisy were back at the table.
我几乎还没领会她的意思,就听见一阵裙裾的窸窣声和皮靴踩地的咯吱声,汤姆和黛西已经回到餐桌旁了。
"It couldn't be helped!" cried Daisy with tense gayety.
"实在没办法!"黛西强作欢颜地嚷道。
She sat down, glanced searchingly at Miss Baker and then at me and continued: "I looked outdoors for a minute and it's very romantic outdoors.
她坐了下来,先是探询似的看了看贝克小姐,然后又看了看我,接着说道:"我到外面瞧了一会儿,外面可真是浪漫极了。
There's a bird on the lawn that I think must be a nightingale come over on the Cunard or White Star Line.
草坪上有一只鸟,我看准是只夜莺,搭着丘纳德或者白星航运公司的船渡海过来的。
He's singing away—" her voice sang "—It's romantic, isn't it, Tom?"
它一个劲儿地唱着——"她的声音也婉转起来——"多浪漫啊,是不是,汤姆?"
"Very romantic," he said, and then miserably to me: "If it's light enough after dinner I want to take you down to the stables."
"非常浪漫,"他说,随后又愁眉苦脸地对我说:"要是晚饭后天还够亮,我想带你去看看马厩。"
The telephone rang inside, startlingly, and as Daisy shook her head decisively at Tom the subject of the stables, in fact all subjects, vanished into air.
电话在屋里响了起来,惊人地刺耳,黛西果断地对汤姆摇了摇头,于是马厩的话题,实际上是所有话题,都烟消云散了。
Among the broken fragments of the last five minutes at table I remember the candles being lit again, pointlessly, and I was conscious of wanting to look squarely at every one and yet to avoid all eyes.
在餐桌旁最后五分钟那些支离破碎的片段里,我记得蜡烛又被无意义地点燃了,我意识到自己想要正视每一个人,却又想躲开所有人的目光。
I couldn't guess what Daisy and Tom were thinking but I doubt if even Miss Baker who seemed to have mastered a certain hardy skepticism was able utterly to put this fifth guest's shrill metallic urgency out of mind.
我猜不出黛西和汤姆在想什么,但我怀疑,即便是看上去已经掌握了某种顽强怀疑态度的贝克小姐,是否能把这第五位客人那尖锐而金属般的急切声完全抛诸脑后。
To a certain temperament the situation might have seemed intriguing—my own instinct was to telephone immediately for the police.
对某种性情的人来说,这种情形或许显得引人入胜——而我自己的本能则是立刻打电话报警。
The horses, needless to say, were not mentioned again.
不用说,那些马再也没有被提起。
Tom and Miss Baker, with several feet of twilight between them strolled back into the library, as if to a vigil beside a perfectly tangible body, while trying to look pleasantly interested and a little deaf I followed Daisy around a chain of connecting verandas to the porch in front.
汤姆和贝克小姐之间隔着几英尺的暮色,漫步回到书房,仿佛要去守候一具确凿可触的尸体,而我则尽量装出愉快的兴趣,又有点耳背的样子,跟着黛西绕过一连串相通的走廊,来到前面的门廊。
In its deep gloom we sat down side by side on a wicker settee.
在那深沉的幽暗中,我们并肩坐在一张柳条长椅上。
Daisy took her face in her hands, as if feeling its lovely shape, and her eyes moved gradually out into the velvet dusk.
黛西双手捧着脸,仿佛在感受它那可爱的轮廓,她的目光渐渐移向那柔软如天鹅绒的暮色中。
I saw that turbulent emotions possessed her, so I asked what I thought would be some sedative questions about her little girl.
我看出她内心被汹涌的情绪占据,于是问了一些我自以为能让她平静下来的关于她小女儿的问题。
"We don't know each other very well, Nick," she said suddenly.
"我们彼此并不太了解,尼克,"她突然说道。
"Even if we are cousins.
"即便我们是表亲。
You didn't come to my wedding."
你没来参加我的婚礼。"
"I wasn't back from the war."
"那时我还没从战场上回来。"
"That's true." She hesitated.
"倒也是。"她迟疑了一下。
"Well, I've had a very bad time, Nick, and I'm pretty cynical about everything."
"唉,我过得很糟,尼克,对什么都觉得很厌倦了。"
Evidently she had reason to be.
显然她有理由如此。
I waited but she didn't say any more, and after a moment I returned rather feebly to the subject of her daughter.
我等着,可她没再说什么,过了一会儿,我又有些勉强地把话题转回到她女儿身上。
"I suppose she talks, and—eats, and everything."
"我想她会说话了,也会——吃东西,什么都会了吧。"
"Oh, yes." She looked at me absently.
"噢,是的。"她心不在焉地看着我。
"Listen, Nick; let me tell you what I said when she was born.
"听着,尼克,让我告诉你她出生时我说了什么。
Would you like to hear?"
你想听吗?"
"Very much."
"非常想。"
"It'll show you how I've gotten to feel about—things.
"这能让你明白我是怎么开始看待——一些事情的。
Well, she was less than an hour old and Tom was God knows where.
当时她出生还不到一个钟头,而汤姆鬼知道跑到哪儿去了。
I woke up out of the ether with an utterly abandoned feeling and asked the nurse right away if it was a boy or a girl.
我从乙醚的麻醉中醒来,心里充满一种被彻底抛弃的感觉,立刻就问护士,生的是男孩还是女孩。
She told me it was a girl, and so I turned my head away and wept.
她告诉我是个女孩,于是我转过头去哭了。
'All right,' I said, 'I'm glad it's a girl.
'好吧,'我说,'我很高兴是个女孩。
And I hope she'll be a fool—that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
我希望她能做个傻瓜——在这个世界上,女孩子最好就是做个傻瓜,做一个又漂亮又傻的小东西。"
"You see I think everything's terrible anyhow," she went on in a convinced way.
"你瞧,反正我觉得什么都糟透了,"她语气笃定地继续说道。
"Everybody thinks so—the most advanced people.
"人人都这么想——那些最先进的人也这么想。
And I know.
我也知道。
I've been everywhere and seen everything and done everything." Her eyes flashed around her in a defiant way, rather like Tom's, and she laughed with thrilling scorn.
我去过所有地方,见过所有事物,做过所有事情。"她的目光带着挑衅的神情在四周扫过,颇像汤姆,接着她发出一声令人心悸的轻蔑笑声。
"Sophisticated—God, I'm sophisticated!"
"见过世面——天哪,我可是见过世面的人!"
The instant her voice broke off, ceasing to compel my attention, my belief, I felt the basic insincerity of what she had said.
她的声音一停下来,不再迫使我去关注、去相信的那一刻,我就感到了她所说的话从根本上的虚伪。
It made me uneasy, as though the whole evening had been a trick of some sort to exact a contributory emotion from me.
这让我感到不安,仿佛整个晚上都是某种把戏,为的是从我这里榨取一份附和的情感。
I waited, and sure enough, in a moment she looked at me with an absolute smirk on her lovely face as if she had asserted her membership in a rather distinguished secret society to which she and Tom belonged.
我等待着,果然,片刻之后她带着十足的得意笑容看着我,那张可爱的脸上写满了笑意,仿佛她刚刚宣称自己是某个相当显赫的、她和汤姆都属于的秘密团体的成员。
Inside, the crimson room bloomed with light.
屋内,那间绯红色的房间在灯光中绽放出光彩。
Tom and Miss Baker sat at either end of the long couch and she read aloud to him from the "Saturday Evening Post"—the words, murmurous and uninflected, running together in a soothing tune.
汤姆和贝克小姐分坐在长沙发的两端,她正大声为他朗读《星期六晚邮报》——那些字句低声细语、毫无抑扬顿挫,连成一段抚慰人心的曲调。
The lamp-light, bright on his boots and dull on the autumn-leaf yellow of her hair, glinted along the paper as she turned a page with a flutter of slender muscles in her arms.
灯光明亮地照在他的靴子上,又黯淡地落在她那秋叶般的金黄头发上,当她翻动书页时,手臂上纤细的肌肉轻轻颤动,灯光也随之在纸页上闪烁。
When we came in she held us silent for a moment with a lifted hand.
我们进来时,她抬起一只手,让我们安静了片刻。
"To be continued," she said, tossing the magazine on the table, "in our very next issue."
"欲知后事如何,"她把杂志往桌上一扔,"且听下回分解。"
Her body asserted itself with a restless movement of her knee, and she stood up.
她膝盖不安地动了动,身子也跟着挺直起来,随即站了起来。
"Ten o'clock," she remarked, apparently finding the time on the ceiling.
"十点了,"她说,仿佛是在天花板上看到了时间。
"Time for this good girl to go to bed."
"我这个乖姑娘该上床睡觉了。"
"Jordan's going to play in the tournament tomorrow," explained Daisy, "over at Westchester."
"明天乔丹要去打比赛,"黛西解释道,"在威斯切斯特那边。"
"Oh,—you're Jordan Baker."
"哦——你就是乔丹·贝克。"
I knew now why her face was familiar—its pleasing contemptuous expression had looked out at me from many rotogravure pictures of the sporting life at Asheville and Hot Springs and Palm Beach.
我这才知道为什么她的脸这么眼熟——她那张讨人喜欢却又带着轻蔑神情的脸,曾从许多张铜版照片里望着我,那些都是阿什维尔、温泉城和棕榈滩上流社会的体育生活照。
I had heard some story of her too, a critical, unpleasant story, but what it was I had forgotten long ago.
关于她我也听过一些传闻,一个不太好听、颇有微词的故事,可究竟是什么,我早就忘得一干二净了。
"Good night," she said softly.
"晚安,"她轻声说道。
"Wake me at eight, won't you."
"八点叫醒我,好吗。"
"If you'll get up."
"只要你肯起床。"
"I will.
"我会的。
Good night, Mr. Carraway.
晚安,卡罗威先生。
See you anon."
回头见。"
"Of course you will," confirmed Daisy.
"你当然会的,"黛西肯定地说。
"In fact I think I'll arrange a marriage.
"其实我想我会撮合一桩婚事。
Come over often, Nick, and I'll sort of—oh—fling you together.
常来玩吧,尼克,我会想办法——哦——把你们凑到一块儿。
You know—lock you up accidentally in linen closets and push you out to sea in a boat, and all that sort of thing—"
你知道的——不小心把你们锁进放亚麻布的柜子里,把你们装进小船推向大海,诸如此类的事——"
"Good night," called Miss Baker from the stairs.
"晚安,"贝克小姐在楼梯上喊道。
"I haven't heard a word."
"我一个字都没听见。"
"She's a nice girl," said Tom after a moment.
"她是个好姑娘,"汤姆过了一会儿说道。
"They oughtn't to let her run around the country this way."
"他们不该让她这样在乡间到处乱跑。"
"Who oughtn't to?" inquired Daisy coldly.
"谁不该?"黛西冷冷地问。
"Her family."
"她的家人。"
"Her family is one aunt about a thousand years old.
"她的家人就是一个差不多一千岁的姑妈。
Besides, Nick's going to look after her, aren't you, Nick?
再说,尼克会照顾她的,是不是,尼克?
She's going to spend lots of week-ends out here this summer.
这个夏天她要常来这儿过周末。
I think the home influence will be very good for her."
我觉得这种家庭氛围对她会很有好处。"
Daisy and Tom looked at each other for a moment in silence.
黛西和汤姆默默地对望了一会儿。
"Is she from New York?" I asked quickly.
"她是纽约人吗?"我赶忙问道。
"From Louisville.
"来自路易斯维尔。
Our white girlhood was passed together there.
我们的白人少女时光是在那里一起度过的。
Our beautiful white—"
我们美丽的白色——"
"Did you give Nick a little heart to heart talk on the veranda?" demanded Tom suddenly.
"你有没有在阳台上跟尼克来了一场推心置腹的谈话?"汤姆突然问道。
"Did I?" She looked at me.
"我有吗?"她看着我。
"I can't seem to remember, but I think we talked about the Nordic race.
"我好像记不太清了,不过我想我们聊的是北欧人种。
Yes, I'm sure we did.
对,我确定我们聊的是这个。
It sort of crept up on us and first thing you know—"
它就这么悄悄地缠上了我们,等你回过神来——"
"Don't believe everything you hear, Nick," he advised me.
"别人说什么你可别全信,尼克。"他这样劝告我。
I said lightly that I had heard nothing at all, and a few minutes later I got up to go home.
我轻描淡写地说我什么也没听到,几分钟后我便起身回家了。
They came to the door with me and stood side by side in a cheerful square of light.
他们陪我走到门口,并肩站在一方明亮欢快的灯光里。
As I started my motor Daisy peremptorily called "Wait!
我刚发动汽车,黛西就专横地喊道:"等等!
"I forgot to ask you something, and it's important.
"我忘了问你一件事,很重要。
We heard you were engaged to a girl out West."
我们听说你和西部的一个姑娘订婚了。"
"That's right," corroborated Tom kindly.
"没错,"汤姆和气地附和道。
"We heard that you were engaged."
"我们听说你订婚了。"
"It's libel.
"这是诽谤。
I'm too poor."
我太穷了。"
"But we heard it," insisted Daisy, surprising me by opening up again in a flower-like way.
"可我们确实听说了,"黛西坚持道,又像花儿一样绽放开来,让我吃了一惊。
"We heard it from three people so it must be true."
"我们从三个人那里听到的,所以一定是真的。"
Of course I knew what they were referring to, but I wasn't even vaguely engaged.
我当然知道他们指的是什么,但我连一点儿兴趣都提不起来。
The fact that gossip had published the banns was one of the reasons I had come east.
流言蜚语已经替我们登出了结婚预告,这正是我决定东来的原因之一。
You can't stop going with an old friend on account of rumors and on the other hand I had no intention of being rumored into marriage.
你不能因为有些传闻就和一位老朋友绝交,可另一方面,我也不打算让人用闲言碎语把我逼进婚姻。
Their interest rather touched me and made them less remotely rich—nevertheless, I was confused and a little disgusted as I drove away.
他们的关心反倒让我有些感动,使他们显得不那么遥不可及地富有——尽管如此,我开车离去时仍感到困惑,还有些反感。
It seemed to me that the thing for Daisy to do was to rush out of the house, child in arms—but apparently there were no such intentions in her head.
在我看来,黛西应该做的事,是抱着孩子冲出那座房子——可显然她脑子里压根没有这样的念头。
As for Tom, the fact that he "had some woman in New York" was really less surprising than that he had been depressed by a book.
至于汤姆,他"在纽约有个女人"这件事,其实远不如他竟会被一本书弄得垂头丧气来得让人意外。
Something was making him nibble at the edge of stale ideas as if his sturdy physical egotism no longer nourished his peremptory heart.
有什么东西正驱使他去啃噬那些陈腐观念的边角,仿佛他那旺盛的肉体上的自负,已不再能滋养他那颗专横的心。
Already it was deep summer on roadhouse roofs and in front of wayside garages, where new red gas-pumps sat out in pools of light, and when I reached my estate at West Egg I ran the car under its shed and sat for a while on an abandoned grass roller in the yard.
此时酒馆的屋顶上、路边车库的门前早已是盛夏景象,那里崭新的红色加油泵矗立在一团团光晕之中。当我回到西卵的住处,把车开进车棚,便在院子里一台废弃的草坪压辊上坐了一会儿。
The wind had blown off, leaving a loud bright night with wings beating in the trees and a persistent organ sound as the full bellows of the earth blew the frogs full of life.
风已经停了,留下一个喧闹明亮的夜晚,树丛中翅膀扑动,一种持续不断的风琴般的声响传来,仿佛大地鼓足了风箱,将青蛙吹得满身生气。
The silhouette of a moving cat wavered across the moonlight and turning my head to watch it I saw that I was not alone—fifty feet away a figure had emerged from the shadow of my neighbor's mansion and was standing with his hands in his pockets regarding the silver pepper of the stars.
一只走动的猫的剪影在月光中晃过,我转过头去看它时,才发觉自己并非独自一人——五十英尺开外,一个人影从我邻居宅邸的阴影里浮现出来,双手插在口袋里,凝望着那银白胡椒般的繁星。
Something in his leisurely movements and the secure position of his feet upon the lawn suggested that it was Mr. Gatsby himself, come out to determine what share was his of our local heavens.
他那悠闲的举止和稳稳踏在草坪上的双脚,让人觉得这位正是盖茨比先生本人,出来要确定一下这片本地夜空中究竟有多少属于他。
I decided to call to him.
我打定主意要喊他一声。
Miss Baker had mentioned him at dinner, and that would do for an introduction.
贝克小姐在晚餐时提到过他,这便足以作为介绍了。
But I didn't call to him for he gave a sudden intimation that he was content to be alone—he stretched out his arms toward the dark water in a curious way, and far as I was from him I could have sworn he was trembling.
可我终究没有喊他,因为他突然流露出一种神情,表明他甘愿独处——他以一种奇特的姿势朝着幽暗的水面伸出双臂,尽管我离他那么远,我也敢发誓他在颤抖。
Involuntarily I glanced seaward—and distinguished nothing except a single green light, minute and far away, that might have been the end of a dock.
我不由自主地朝海面望去——除了一盏孤零零的绿灯,渺小而遥远,仿佛是某个码头的尽头,别的什么也看不见。
When I looked once more for Gatsby he had vanished, and I was alone again in the unquiet darkness.
当我再次寻找盖茨比时,他已经消失了,我又独自一人置身于这躁动不安的黑暗之中。
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